I really miss when we were really close like we used to be. Like, i-dont-go-anywhere-without-you, you-dont-go-anywhere-without-me kinda thing we used to live by. I miss when we had our one on one zombies all night sleepovers. I miss saying we used to share a brain. I miss telling everyone we were the closest more adorable bestfriends in the world and i fucking miss everything. I realize you made alot of new friends and we havent been hanging out as much as we used to, but i cant help but be jealous of them on some degree, i feel like im losing you. And i dont ever want us to like, grow apart. You’re still my bestfriend but i hardly even know if im yours anymore. And even when you say i still am now i feel like its a lie cause i know if i really was, you wouldnt try and bring all your new friends along to everything we do together and i would just be enough /: I love your new friends and theyre chill but idk i feel like theyre taking you away from me. 

I’m literally about to cry over this.